02.02.13

You get a little feeling, that something is not right
And you feel so alone
and the only person who can make it right, is 7000 miles away

I miss you

For Haters :p

When I tell people I'm in a long distance relationship, I received a lot of negative comments.

"How do you know if you can trust him?"
"It's not a real relationship!"
"How can you call it dating if you only do it through a webcam?"

Fine, everyone has got their own opinions.
You can be a hater if you want to.
But what do you get out of it?
Isn't it better to be supportive and happy for the other person?

These lil haters don't know that I have it better than them,
My man is sweet, caring, responsible, dependable, handsome and WONDERFUL

He sends me sweet texts all the time and even sweeter ones when he's drunk
We actually plan for our future, a serious one, not just "Where are we going next weekend?"
We play online games together, not he plays games and you moan.

I'm happy, and definitely happier than a lot of you little haters.
So quit your hating and don't cramp my style :P

I'm Dating Him :p

I'm dating him!!
Is that a little late to say? Don't care. I'm dating him. :p
Tralalalala~~

There are so many silly songs he sings but his voice itself is a song that belongs only to me <3 br="br">

05.11.12

Within 24 hours, I lost my heart and my ticket to study Law.

Life is like a roller coaster.

It hurts like hell when you fall.

But I don't know what to do anymore but smile and ..

04.11.12

Sometimes you feel like a million bucks
But you can't tell because you can't tell
But you're happy all the same
And he's happy
And that's all that matters :)

30.10.12

Haven't blogged in forever.
A lot happened recently, with my family and friends and love life as well.
Not everything can be perfect, but then I suppose imperfection makes you value the rare perfect moments in life.
Even though I say that, I still wish that things can be perfect in one aspect.

I want a balance.
Isn't that what everyone wants? - A balance

Have been having insomnia these past 2 days.
I wonder if it's because of my odd sleeping schedule or because there's so much on my mind.

My brains swirls and twirls and spins and runs all over the place when I lay down.
I think, and wonder, and try, to find a way, to achieve a balance.

I have always striven to be the best, to do my best, in everything that I do.
or at least I try to motivate myself to strive to be the best
to achieve what others can't

Yes, I put pressure on myself.

But how do you motivate yourself without stress?

Sometimes I'm so scared...
A simple sentence can strike me like a lighting bolt.

Like Spinning Gasing

I guess this is just a piece of something no one will understand 

07.10.12

There is something about the darkness that draws out the demons and their kin. There is something increasingly pathetic about feeling lonely in a crowded place. There is something wrong with her. Duality, i love that song