共存

爱情
你可以很爱她，同时很恨她
你可以不能没有她，同时不能信任她
你可以很想她，同时不想见到她
你可以很想见到她，看着她，却想着，我到底有多恨她？到底能不能原谅她？

我明白，
爱与恨，可以共存。
想要和一个人亲密和想要和她一辈子是不一样的
我了解，你可以很爱很爱她，不能没有她，可是同时发现，
你不能信任她
而对每一个人来说，特别是你，信任是多么的重要
爱与恨共存

在学习着乐观
不会乞求太多
说过，我会在这。不会离开。
选择了，就不放手。
直到你要离开

其实很害怕…
可是，我站得定定的。就是不会动。

Sometimes it's difficult to explain
how I feel
what I think

Simple things
Little things
Jump up at you
and make you go, Oh!

Like how much he misses you
all the time
And that he can't stand not hearing from you
even for a moment
That you're always on his mind
always
And that he has so much to say to you
because he's never had someone he could say so much to

Counting the days
Until I can be in your arms again...

G&K for better or worse

So many things have happened recently,
bad, bad, and worse.

Something good did come out of the bad though,
we're stronger than ever before.

This dark night is not finished.
There are more hurdles to jump over
More bacteria that are going to take every chance they get to attack me

But life goes on
I'll always find my way
Cuz I'm my daddy's little girl.

And because I'm your baby.

Sorry...

From young I've learnt to survive
Creating a self that the world would accept
Burying the real me deep down
Because I knew, no one would understand.

Then I met you
Someone who truly understood
Someone who brought the best out of me
Someone who gave me everything
Someone who loved me more than anything

But at this crucial interval
I guess I have to admit
I guess I realized, I never truly believed
For someone who has hidden herself all her life,
Finds it hard to believe the ray of sunlight is not artificial light

Wrongs were made,
Flaws were shown.

I can't take back what I did,
I can't take back what I said.

But if you would but give me a chance,
I would try my hardest to show you
that I Love You
and I would do what anything I can to fix this.

Everything sounds feeble,
everything sounds like gibberish..

But if you give me a chance,
I will do you right.

I'm sorry baby...
Please forgive me...

Insomnia

Do you know how it is when you miss someone and wonder if that person misses you as much as you miss him act then you can't ask that person if he misses you as much as you miss him because it's a stupid childish question that even if answered is still useless because missing that particular someone is not a choice for you it is more of a compulsion or instinct though saying instinct will be putting it too seriously more like reaction but then reaction to what maybe to life sor something philosophical or something hence even if you get an answer favorable or not there is no satisfying end result due to the fact that it doesn't change anything and as said earlier you have no business missing that person hence the uselessness of the question in the first place.
Now, to go to sleep. If only I could....

Apart

Our hearts, they yearn to be whole
But Fate has decreed
With flaming sword and tinted bow
In our way a shadowy stead
Two parts of a whole
Two shards of a soul
On a sleepless night they crave to meet
But their only respite,
A shaded veil

就在意嘛…

有些事情，以为不在意了，
可是发现原来其实还是很在意……
看见大家玩的很开心，笑容满脸的照片，会想到，怎么差了我呢？
努力了近8个月的事情，被一场病给打败了。
在乎又怎么样？
看得见我的努力的人有多少呢？
我知道有…可是…

好啦……别让自己难过了啦……
心情低落了又来发疯的了…

本来就是一个向往逃避的人
好像戒掉FB……
不看一两个星期照片就会全换掉了的吧？
救命啦……
好伤心……………………TT

大熊快醒来陪我

Wonky Spell

Broccoli Carrots Mice and Raddish
Cod and Liver and Chicken Feet
----------- has a grizzly steak
Minced Meat and Beef Puree!

G&K

The greatest thing,
You'll ever learn,
Is just to love
And be loved in return.

Never thought we would end up saying "We wouldn't work out."

A neutral, rational, mature decision.

We have changed our parameters -
Restricting them in some ways,
Enlarging them in others.

We have lost a lot,
we have gained a lot,
But we still have the most important thing in the world,

US

"Seasons may change, Winter to Spring.
But I will always love you."

Some things will change, they have to...
But some won't...

G&K