Piranha 3DD

So, got a couple of tickets to see the premiere of Piranha 3DD.
Was really psyched to be one of the first in Malaysia to watch it so invited some friends as well.

::::::Was a waste of my 1+ hours.
::::::Gimme back my life.

First, the Bitching!
Don't take me wrong, I do like gore and all that sometimes, and I like blood and guts on occasion, but not senseless violence and a less than provocative plot.
Overall, it feels like it was done because it was expected to be done.
Does that make sense?
The whole 1+ hours (below 1 and a half not including bloopers and all that) was very rushed and the plot was sooooo straight forward. There were no surprises or twists in the plot. (Unless you take into account the walking fish, where I went like...ok... & the guy plowing over the girl which was still clique and not particularly 'ooooowh!!' inspiring)
Another bone I have to pick with this movie is, I guess it's on behalf of all the guys who were watching it for the wrong (or right) reasons >>> There were in fact only two pairs of D cups in the whole movie.
Which might be why they called it 3doubleD = 2 D cups.

On the plus side!

Wasn't the worst movie I've ever seen, but definitely not my genre.
Liked the music nearing the end during the feeding frenzy.
Nothing like comical music to set the mood for blood and gore and flying guts and body parts.
I liked it that they tried to insert some comedy into the nonsensical violence.

ALSO! 

Proud to say, our censoring boards seem to be loosening up,
some parts that would usually have been edited and censored were not.
Or maybe this just shows clever editing and dialogue writing by the production team.

All in all, still a waste of my time.
But can't say I regret it because I don't make it a point of regretting what's past.
My motto: Bitch and move past it

So this is me Bitching, 

and this is me Moving Past It.

So long Piranhas.

Back Off

As I promised, I am blogging.

Some people, have no concept of personal space.
Just stop getting in my face!!!
When I'm talking on the phone, BACK OFF
When I'm texting, BACK OFF!! Who do you think you are????

There is a fine line between wanting to get to know someone and trespassing on their  privacy.

Have blown off a lot of steam throughout the day, so all I want to say now, is

BACK OFF

thank you

Good Person?

What constitutes to being a Good Person?

This question has been plaguing me for a while...
More so today than before.
When I first decided to make a change for the better, I thought being a good person was making other people happy.
But then I realized it's hard if not impossible to make everyone happy
Then some things happened recently, that made me ponder even more,
How do I become a better person?

When I'm with friends I sincerely care about,
I don't have to ponder so much,
because I know they know that I'm sincerely good to them.
I sincerely care about their welfare.
But with others, I wonder...how do I appear to them?
And then I wonder, What is a good way of becoming a better person?

I need a motto, a belief, something to focus on when I'm feeling like being mean..
Am I still allowed to be mean?
How many restrictions are there for a Good Person?

OR

Maybe, I make my own rules.
Everyone has a different definition of a "Good Person"
but the main gist of it is the same,
TRY NOT TO HARM PEOPLE

I shall still be able to be myself,
just don't try not to hurt or harm intentionally,
no matter how tempting it might be
no matter how irritating I find the majority of the world's population to be

And, separate work from my personal life.
I have enough to worry about.

GAMBATE!!

朋友的爱

我觉得嘛…爱情，是不分性别的。
我爱的是你的性格，你的一切，一切小动作。
你的好脾气，你的忍耐度，你的聪明，你的变态，你的可爱，等等
不是你的性别。

可是我理智，我知道，这样是不能永恒的
所以我选择了做朋友
因为朋友是永远的
你说，你会考虑家人的感受
我会考虑我能在你身边多久

以朋友的身份相爱
比真正的相爱踏实

所以，朋友，我是爱你的
虽然不多，可是我看得出，你也是爱我的喔~

W-E

Sometimes you think you've got it Right
but turns out it was Wrong
Sometimes you think you're got it Wrong
but turns out it was Right

Life is a series of hoops and turns and loops and curves
You never know what will hit you at the next blink
- a speed bump
  a parking ticket
  a bouquet of red roses
  dancing shoes
  Love

How do you know if you won't regress?
- Love?
  Fear?
  Love?
  Instinct?

WE are what WE are
but what are WE?
I don't know.
I just know WE are still WE
not complete
but W will find our E again
in whatever capacity

Concentrating~
Prioritizing~

The Mermaid, The Siren and The Captain

Choices were made
by the Mermaid
who fought against being a Siren
and so left the Captain
staying close to the ship
sticking to the faith

Choices were made
by the Captain
made her feel like she was only a Siren
thinking Siren thoughts in her Siren ways
laughing at her reasons
He was always right

She floated in the ocean
Alone
He could not see her tears
they were hidden in the sea

In the end
Never understanding
It was never about anger
it was about giving
and wanting to know it was Received
it was Hoping
never letting go
being naive and thinking everything would be alright

It was the little things
It was disregarding the faulty senses of the Mermaid
- The First Mate in a new red dress
  when moments ago
   it was for her

She jumped back into the ocean
Not alone
With her sisters and brothers
Tried to forget
she was ever a Siren
tired to be a Mermaid again
Who once purely loved a Captain

快乐不快乐

每一次回家乡都总有很多不一样的感受。
Happiness, frustration, anger, longing, fulfillment, satisfaction, joy, sadness, stress, etc
这次回来碰巧遇到些不愉快的事
本以为自己藏得很好，可是妈妈看穿了
母亲节那天，她告说我，“你要快乐，要开心”
抱着妈妈那一刻，快哭出来了
“妈，今天是母亲节，这句话应该是我和你说的”
“傻的…没关系！你要开心就好！”
昨天，妈妈在我面前提她的名字
“妈，可以不要提她吗？我真的不想听”
“你让妈帮你承担可以吗？”

其实，不快乐的情绪，不是说收就收的……
可是让妈妈看见了…真的…
每天努力的卖笑
努力的快乐
可是，想到你们…
那种想尖叫崩溃的感受，真的………

可是怎么说都好，
爱了就爱了
还爱就还爱
我不后悔

现在只想快快乐乐的…
顺其自然吧…
我知道，身边还有很多人，是爱我的