Drivers and Passengers

I just realized another thing I'm really envious of with couples.

They get to talk in the car.

Don't get what I mean?

Well, i've had a chance to be alone in a car with another person fairly much lately and i realised that the conversation you have in a car is really more in depth. No one is in a hurry to get anywhere. (I mean, even if you were in a hurry, you can't just jump out the car.. =.=)

I'm envious of the conversations two people in a relationship have in that time that they're alone in the car. Cut out from all the noise and pollution and rush of the world. (Unless you're stuck in a jam. Even then! With someone by ur side, at least u can discuss how crappy the driving skills of the driver in front of you are instead of having to discuss the issue with the Domo swinging on ur windshield.)

I remember a scene. He's driving and holding my hand at the same time. We're talking and laughing. We stop talking, and i just look at the side of his face and study his expression while he's driving.

People who are in a relationship have that. I don't.
So I'm envious.

Haix.....I'm envious....

Books Books & More Books

Just realised i haven't blogged in so long~
Well..let's start with my most recent news.
I'm back in Ipoh; my wonderfully yummy hometown.
Am waiting impatiently for a package of psychotic genre books filled with kidnappings and crack stories about other worlds , it's due bout next week i think...Courtesy of my dear new friend who resembles a grizzly bear.^^

Was gonna shop for a book introduced by the Grizzly, but couldn't find it in MPH and din bother looking at Popular (the downside of being back in Ipoh - Crappy bookstores....== ), so got 2 books I've always wanted to read instead.

- Pride and Prejudice
(Sense and Sensibility next on the list)
- The Holy Bible
(which fills me to the brim with questions...I've got issues...0.0 )

Another thing i love about being back here is the air conditioning.
I mean, I'm not the "must-have-air-con-or-die" kinda girl, infact, i don't like the cold; but then, it's amazingly hot in Ipoh and my room has blackout curtains somemore, hence, no air-con = no sleep.

Also, I missed my king-sized bed to bits~~
Unfortunately, it is half filled with clothes and books. I've got books packed around my ears. (No doubt my incoming consignment shall join its brothers and sisters soon. <3)

The books currently sharing my bed:
1) The Holy Bible
(At Leviticus at the moment)
2) What On Earth Evolved?
(About to start on the Influenza)
3) Things Unborn
(Just reading the synopsis bores me...it's just sitting there cuz the cover is blood red.
Oh bite me...== )
4) Pride and Prejudice
(Jane just got sick and Darcy is getting more interested in Lizzy)
5) Underworld
(Finished it eons ago...)
6) Power of Three
(No...it's not Charmed...==)
6) Richie Rich, Casper & Archie comics
(Reliving my childhood^^)
7) Saint Valentine
(It's getting acquainted with dust.)
8) Mina magazine
9) 平旦，黑色水母漫画

Special guests:
1) My aircon remote
2) My phone

Somehow or rather, this blog about my current situation has turned into an accounting of how many books i have sleeping with me at the moment....=.=

Oh well...I guess my life is about books anyway....Happy happy life^^

Can't wait for
The Collector
The Wasp Factory
&
DiscWorld
to arrive!!

!!!!Excited!!!!

GOD...it's so liberating to rant in English again.....<3

变态跟踪狂？？

今天发生了一件还蛮大的事喔～

今天吃了晚餐回家时，看到一辆开得很慢的摩托，它迎面而来。然后那个司机一直看着我。我就觉得奇怪啊～就看回去咯～就以为认识的嘛～结果一点都不眼熟。
然后我就快步走回家啊～怎知道他竟然跟着我～然后停在我家门口。我进门了他还在门口看着我。
然后我跑回房间后，他还把摩托开到对面大树下然后继续在对面看着我。
知道我关门为止我还听到他的摩托声在我的对面响亮着。
然后他走了。

可是我就越想越觉得不对劲啊！所以就让家人知道了～

家人的反应都好大哦～他们都叫我回怡保之类的。
我有事做啊！所以当然不肯了。

接下来，考虑很久以后，决定告诉他发生了什么事。
他知道后打来问我究竟了。
可是就此而已。

父母说，怕那个是个变态跟踪狂。
说他现在知道我住哪里了，而且我房间又对着外面，很危险，
所以叫我到朋友家住。
我考虑考虑吧……

我说，我不怕啦～他应该不是什么变态。只不过是奇怪了一点而已。

其实，
一个女生
面对这种事情，
会不怕吗？

可是因为我不要让你觉得我靠这些东西引得陪我
所以我说我还好
既然你都不觉得我有危险了
既然你都不会担心了
那我还说这么多做么？

我会没事。
就算发生了什么事。也不关你的事。

开始讨厌你了

美梦^^

昨晚我发了一个梦

在梦里面，
身边有你。

梦里的我刚睡醒，
看见你的脸
和你说声早安
小孩似的跟你要了一个拥抱
跟你说了我发了的梦
你摸摸我的头，说我想太多了
忘了你有没有亲我
可是记得你说再见
我说“Have a good day”
你说“蛤？”
“Have a good day”
“You too”

你轻轻地起身
轻轻地开门
轻轻地离开了

然后我就醒来了

虽然知道是发了一场梦，可是在某个阶段来说，
它是真的。

好希望可以快点有再发到这一个梦。

^^我完美的早安^^

～～嘻嘻嘻～～

P.S. 今天烂kin的我难得很诚实。也吓到了我自己。应该也吓到我城市的对象了吧？0.0

逞强

一直都觉得自己很kin。
有些人不明白kin的意思。
是很逞强。
我就是很逞强。
特别是对我的另一半。

今天考虑了，
我需要大概2个月的时间学会对我的他不kin。

可惜，我都不会给自己这么长的时间

问：怎么说呢？
答：就说…我往往会在我们结束后，才会结束我的kin

听起来很笨…可是就是这样…

昨晚发了一封信息
还好手机没开
没收到

结果我发恶梦了
枕头生虫了0.0
是在尸体里爬的那种虫0.0
所以枕头袋拿去洗了

无厘头吗？

想你

快乐

他：我只想要你快乐

她：那你觉得你这样做我快乐吗

快乐
对不同的人有不同的定义

我觉得这样做，你会快乐
你却不快乐

你觉得这样做，我会快乐
我却不快乐

为什么大家不停下脚步
看看
到底怎么做，才会让他/她快乐呢

下次，
记得
要这样做…………………………

也许你爱她
可是你不懂得怎样爱她

也许你差一步就爱上了他
可是懦弱的你无法踏前了

遗失了的骄傲

今天看了一篇文章。
一个对我很重要的人恍然发现她的骄傲不见了。

她想着想着，说，应该是她被宠坏了，
一直以来，只有放弃，没有被放弃过
一直以来虽然放弃了，后悔，犹豫，的时候，都回得了头的
所以一直接受不了事情的进展
到了这个地步，
她拥有的，也只有文字的陪伴。

努力地写，把想告诉他的都写下来。
可是却从不连名带姓的说给谁
因为她知道他会懂
她希望他会懂
希望他会回答
于是
她遗失了她的骄傲

写了数百个字
为了得到他关心的几句话
那几句话却从未听到
就算有，也是带过

我说，
你之前是做错了
可是在你踏前这么多次以后
他还是没有反应
为了这样的男人失去你的骄傲，
多不值得啊

“删掉了MSN 一个人 在电脑前流泪..
删掉了电话号码 一个人 在窗前神伤

以后 再也不会期待
不会看他在不在线了
不会看他的空间了
不会期待他的讯息和电话了
不会期待他会关心你..”

虽然这是第N次删掉面子书了，
可是这一次
希望
希望
真的
真的
是最后一次了
电话号码也删去吧