A circle

A circle;
made up of familiar people and familiar things.
It's comforting.
But it is also a prison.
I do not know how to operate outside the circle;
like a machine missing a big cogwheel;
function is impaired.
Taking refuge in this circle also equates to being trapped in the circle.
What happens when the circle fails?
I draw a smaller one.
and then a smaller one
and then a smaller one
until, before i realise it,
i'm trapped so tight i can hardly breath.

A circle.

My circle.

I should get out from the circle.

But.....

The warmth and security offered by the circle draws me.
And so i huddle in the center of the circle once again.
Closing my eyes and slowing down my breath.
Slumbers in peace.
Until a ripple disturbs my circle again.
and i will draw a smaller circle once again.

Body and Mind

Your body is your own.
Your mind is your own.
When something is wrong, you know it.
Even though you can't pin point what it is,
you know.
So, something is wrong.

All that's left is pin pointing it.

Hair

When it's short, you want it long;
when it's long, you want it short;
when it's black, you want it blonde;
when it's blonde, you want it black;
when it's plain, you want it fancy;
when it's damaged, you want it plain;
when it's tied up, you want it loose;
when it's loose, you want it tied up;
when your fringe is long, you want it short;
when your fringe is short, you want it long.

When you are bound, you want to be free;
when you are free, you want to be bound.
Case in point.

明天会更好

每个人都不一样。
大家喜欢吃的食物不一样，喜欢喝的饮料不一样，喜欢看的戏不一样，喜欢的宠物不一样，喜欢的人的种类不一样，喜欢上一个人的定义不一样，喜欢一个人的期限不一样。
从不相信一个人可以在几天内爱上一个人。
以前不相信，现在也是。
可是…有些犹豫…
看了不该看的东西
告诉自己不关自己的事，
明天会过得比较好^^