Words

Words

Monday, September 24, 2012

24.09.12

All of a sudden, I feel so much gratitude for everything that has happened to me.
All that happened to me, made me stronger,
and all my past; all the trails and tribulations, made me better
and all the time that has past that I had to get through gritting my teeth,
Everything,
Everything,
brought me You.

Thank you, for being in my life.

G&K always
~quish quish~

Thursday, September 6, 2012

Day of Compliments!! Oh Joy!

There was a program meeting today at the company and also a pot-luck lunch afterwards.
They always have themes for their meetings,
which I think is a fabulous idea :D

For today's meeting, the theme was "Raya".
So we had to wear Raya clothing.
Since I didn't have any Raya clothing at all, I borrowed a Baju Kebaya from my colleague from the next team.

It was a beautiful Baju Kebaya~~~

I never realised how beautiful it was until I wore it, stood in the mirror, said "Not bad", got to the office, and the office went "Oh My God" - collectively.

Everyone praised me and admired the Kebaya,
I shared the praise with my colleague of course - it IS her Kebaya


But the compliments were overwhelming

I have never felt so 'seen' in my life.

It felt amazing *hearts*

And that got me thinking,
Compliments, they actually grow on you.
They boost your confidence - yes they do do do

And somehow, the compliments made me want to be compliment-worthy everyday

I want to be beautiful and confident everyday.
I wonder if I can carry it off...

But the one thing about the compliments I got today,
there will always be this shadow and this nagging doubt,
the dress is beautiful - yes, very much so,
so wearing it, so am I.


But without the dress, am I still beautiful?