There is nothing more you can ask for than unconditional support from people who love you.
To my Family, my Grizzly and my Best Friends -
I'm proud to be loved by you.
Words
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Saturday, April 28, 2012
Lunacy
Because he likes it a lot and requested me to put it in my blog. :p
Lunacy
(First 2 verses omitted because I don't feel like putting it up here. :p)
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You'll be my King
and I your Queen
and they will be our playthings
When they revolt
we'll seal the vault
and then throw in some zombies
We'll watch the show
through our glass window
and charge five pennies per show
K heart G, always
For The Want Of A Horseshoe Nail
For want of a nail the shoe was lost.
For want of a shoe the horse was lost.
For want of a horse the rider was lost.
For want of a rider the battle was lost.
For want of a battle the kingdom was lost.
And all for the want of a horseshoe nail.
For want of a shoe the horse was lost.
For want of a horse the rider was lost.
For want of a rider the battle was lost.
For want of a battle the kingdom was lost.
And all for the want of a horseshoe nail.
Peace be with those who passed away..
Prayers go to those who were hurt..
Hope go to those who us who still believe..
Shame to those who incited the chaos. Wednesday, April 25, 2012
Freedom
Who can say
Just a word
Fond to play
Like human beings
We fight our strings
We refuse to bow
We stand proud
What is our fate
Up for debate
This we still can't tell
But we will fight
We'll stand our ground
For our rights
We will sound
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Insomia
I just realized, I haven't been home in more than a month, almost two months now.
Not since my chicken pox. And that was til the 9th March.
I'll only be going back on the 7th May since I'm waiting for Allo to go back together.
Mom texted me the other day saying everyone misses me at home.
Dad threw a kiddish fit at me when I called a few days ago saying he hadn't heard my voice in a week.
Bro has been contacting me on almost a regular basis now, which has never occurred before.
Call me slow, but it just occurred to me a moment ago, in my extreme fatigue, that I have left home in a less than healthy manner, (having hardly recovered from chicken pox), and have plunged straight into midterms and assignments and now my final exams. Stands to reason why they are all so worried about me.
My family.
Miss my best friend too.
I love Allo to bits.
But no one can ever replace my YM.
Miss her so much...Talked to her on the phone today, have taken to calling her more recently (as often as I can which is rarely), since we are both so busy, it's hard to even have a decent conversation.
So much have happened recently, really, a lot.
I need to get my priorities straight.
Law? That is a big step, it's time i figured whether or not I should really pursue it.
If it was only up to me, I would choose it in a heartbeat, but it's not.
My family are a big factor too. I know my dad...I don't want to put him through 5 more years of back-breaking labor.
Have found my passion for writing again. Thank you to my Muse. <3
Have been writing non-stop, words just keep flowing into my mind.
Which is good, yet bad. Just have to keep it in check.
Starting something like a diary. Full of verses.
And have found the best way to study again.
Actually, it has never changed...I just tried to change it. *Epic fail*
But nighttime is still my scene...Just can't seem to get it up in the daylight. lol..
Just wrote 1 and a half pages worth of mock answers for my exam.
Doing that makes me happy, makes me feel prepared, like I'm in control.
With all the spiraling I've been going through lately, it's a great thing.
Just hope I'm prepared enough.
And focused enough.
Fatigue sharpens my mind to my studies. But dulls it to everything else.
I do not function after a particular hour, I merely DO.
I love writing, it's my passion.
But all I have are words, and sometimes that's downright depressing.
Want to go on a trip.
Planning a family trip, mom says it's my job to egg my dad to go.
Oh well...Egging my dad along has always been my designated duty since I was a toddler.
Shall try.
Redang!!!!!!
Focus...focus....
CGPA CGPA........
Not since my chicken pox. And that was til the 9th March.
I'll only be going back on the 7th May since I'm waiting for Allo to go back together.
Mom texted me the other day saying everyone misses me at home.
Dad threw a kiddish fit at me when I called a few days ago saying he hadn't heard my voice in a week.
Bro has been contacting me on almost a regular basis now, which has never occurred before.
Call me slow, but it just occurred to me a moment ago, in my extreme fatigue, that I have left home in a less than healthy manner, (having hardly recovered from chicken pox), and have plunged straight into midterms and assignments and now my final exams. Stands to reason why they are all so worried about me.
My family.
Miss my best friend too.
I love Allo to bits.
But no one can ever replace my YM.
Miss her so much...Talked to her on the phone today, have taken to calling her more recently (as often as I can which is rarely), since we are both so busy, it's hard to even have a decent conversation.
So much have happened recently, really, a lot.
I need to get my priorities straight.
Law? That is a big step, it's time i figured whether or not I should really pursue it.
If it was only up to me, I would choose it in a heartbeat, but it's not.
My family are a big factor too. I know my dad...I don't want to put him through 5 more years of back-breaking labor.
Have found my passion for writing again. Thank you to my Muse. <3
Have been writing non-stop, words just keep flowing into my mind.
Which is good, yet bad. Just have to keep it in check.
Starting something like a diary. Full of verses.
And have found the best way to study again.
Actually, it has never changed...I just tried to change it. *Epic fail*
But nighttime is still my scene...Just can't seem to get it up in the daylight. lol..
Just wrote 1 and a half pages worth of mock answers for my exam.
Doing that makes me happy, makes me feel prepared, like I'm in control.
With all the spiraling I've been going through lately, it's a great thing.
Just hope I'm prepared enough.
And focused enough.
Fatigue sharpens my mind to my studies. But dulls it to everything else.
I do not function after a particular hour, I merely DO.
I love writing, it's my passion.
But all I have are words, and sometimes that's downright depressing.
Want to go on a trip.
Planning a family trip, mom says it's my job to egg my dad to go.
Oh well...Egging my dad along has always been my designated duty since I was a toddler.
Shall try.
Redang!!!!!!
Focus...focus....
CGPA CGPA........
P.S. Daddy and Mommy coming down on 1st of May!! Maybe poop-faced brother too!! What should we eat?? Hmm....
(Shall study like mad before that to make up for one day holiday...Very next day Comm Law... *digging grave digging grave*)
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
Silly
Silly
When the simple things in life
make you laugh and smile
And the little joys you get
make you act like a child
Just a little silly
acting below Twenty
You'll always be my baby
for you make me unbelievably happy
G&K always
When the simple things in life
make you laugh and smile
And the little joys you get
make you act like a child
Just a little silly
acting below Twenty
You'll always be my baby
for you make me unbelievably happy
G&K always
Friday, April 13, 2012
Omelet Recipeeee!!!
Was told to cook healthier food for myself yesterday, so when was out today, figured "Why not?"
Hence, THE OMELET came to life!!
Simple recipeeeeee:
You'll need:
P.S: I used 5 eggs~You can choose to use more or less of em~ This lasted me for 2 meals, perfect for a lazy student. And it might look less than appetizing, but trust me, the moment you taste the soft broccoli at the base and the fusion of the fried sausages and salted potato cubes, you're gonna crave more~~ <3
Hence, THE OMELET came to life!!
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| Yummy Omelet!!! |
You'll need:
- Eggs!! (4)
- Broccoli (1 stump)
- Sausages (3)
- Potato (1 medium sized)
- Pepper and Salt (A pinch each)
- Cook your potato in boiling water for about 15 minutes until you can stab a knife clean through it (or can poke through it with something sharp)
- Boil your Broccoli until it's just soft enough
- Chop up all your sausages
- Chop up your potato when it's out of the boil
- Fry your sausages
- Fry your potato cubs with salt!!
- Beat your eggs with some pepper and pour in the broccoli
- Fry fry fry!!
- TADA!!
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| Boil em! |
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| Brocoli |
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| Fried chopped potatoes and sausages |
P.S: I used 5 eggs~You can choose to use more or less of em~ This lasted me for 2 meals, perfect for a lazy student. And it might look less than appetizing, but trust me, the moment you taste the soft broccoli at the base and the fusion of the fried sausages and salted potato cubes, you're gonna crave more~~ <3
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
Sunday, April 8, 2012
Until The End of Days
Quite a few things have happened recently.
As usual, my life is filled with drama.
Like I mentioned before, I have found the one person that I know I belong with.
Never agreed with people splitting up and getting back together, and something quite similar has happened quite a few times in these few weeks.
But the weird thing is, it never really happened.
Not to say it was a dream or an illusion, the fact is, the split was an illusion in itself.
Something even crazier happened quite recently, and amazingly, that has brought us much closer than either or us thought was possible.
I guessed I proved a point to myself. As he did the same to me.
It still takes me by surprise, how much we belong.
It still shocks me, not the reality that how someone can care so much about me, it's how much that caring means to me.
One kiss, and you melt.
There are no words enough to explain.
None that can possibly contain the capacity of how we feel.
It's when he shows you every single friend he has on Facebook and explains to you who they are what they have done together;
It's when he tells you things that are dead secret;
It's all the little things he does, his little movements,
his wanting and needing to share everything with you.
It's how he can look into you and see you and accept you, completely, for who you are.
Like I said, even though we both hold a high esteem for words, they are not enough to describe this.
And they never will be.
G&K till the end of days
As usual, my life is filled with drama.
Like I mentioned before, I have found the one person that I know I belong with.
Never agreed with people splitting up and getting back together, and something quite similar has happened quite a few times in these few weeks.
But the weird thing is, it never really happened.
Not to say it was a dream or an illusion, the fact is, the split was an illusion in itself.
Something even crazier happened quite recently, and amazingly, that has brought us much closer than either or us thought was possible.
I guessed I proved a point to myself. As he did the same to me.
It still takes me by surprise, how much we belong.
It still shocks me, not the reality that how someone can care so much about me, it's how much that caring means to me.
One kiss, and you melt.
There are no words enough to explain.
None that can possibly contain the capacity of how we feel.
It's when he shows you every single friend he has on Facebook and explains to you who they are what they have done together;
It's when he tells you things that are dead secret;
It's all the little things he does, his little movements,
his wanting and needing to share everything with you.
It's how he can look into you and see you and accept you, completely, for who you are.
Like I said, even though we both hold a high esteem for words, they are not enough to describe this.
And they never will be.
G&K till the end of days
Monday, April 2, 2012
Just some things
You know how some things work and some things don't?
It's like....how peanut butter and butter works? But jelly and ham just sounds gross?
Not a good example? Oh well..close to 4am, brain not functioning well.
Still, somethings, don't work.
Like trying to hammer a blunt nail into a piece of wood.
For someone who's supposed to be smart, I sure am feeling mighty stupid right now.
And I don't know why.
Because I can't follow a conversation and was not aware I wasn't following it?
Oh lord..something must be wrong with me.
I'm getting slow. Like, 10km/h slow. lol...
You know how some things seem like they were meant to be but turns out that they weren't and you were just being set for a fall? By no one in particular, just happens that way.
You know how you're not allowed to feel?
Not by anyone else, by yourself.
You're not allowed to be hurt or sad or angry or unhappy or any shit like that because you don't deserve to.
So you stay up late late late so that you're so tired that you're simply operating on Lord knows what and you can't think straight and can't cry and can't hurt. Not that you're allowed to in the first place.
His shoes are too big for you, he's too tall for you.
You're just a wannabe. Ish~
Like those ditzy blondes with sequined miniskirts. Yuck...= =
So it has been settled and such.
And I'm saying this while hugging Drollie...Ironic!
Ah! That's the word I was looking for the other day! Somehow I settled for Illogical, I think....lol..
So then, he's gone.
At least he's happier this way.
I wonder how long that interview tape i have to screen is...Hmm..
Bout an hour more i reckon..
Will have to be awake at 6 to bath and get reading for 8 am class.
Well, you know what they say, better be energized all the way than to risk waking up late.
Just 2 more hours anyway.
"I don't like the who i become when I'm talking to you."
You won't have to anymore.
It's like....how peanut butter and butter works? But jelly and ham just sounds gross?
Not a good example? Oh well..close to 4am, brain not functioning well.
Still, somethings, don't work.
Like trying to hammer a blunt nail into a piece of wood.
For someone who's supposed to be smart, I sure am feeling mighty stupid right now.
And I don't know why.
Because I can't follow a conversation and was not aware I wasn't following it?
Oh lord..something must be wrong with me.
I'm getting slow. Like, 10km/h slow. lol...
You know how some things seem like they were meant to be but turns out that they weren't and you were just being set for a fall? By no one in particular, just happens that way.
You know how you're not allowed to feel?
Not by anyone else, by yourself.
You're not allowed to be hurt or sad or angry or unhappy or any shit like that because you don't deserve to.
So you stay up late late late so that you're so tired that you're simply operating on Lord knows what and you can't think straight and can't cry and can't hurt. Not that you're allowed to in the first place.
His shoes are too big for you, he's too tall for you.
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| Saw this on FB earlier. Feel like doing exactly this. I need a swim..== |
Like those ditzy blondes with sequined miniskirts. Yuck...= =
So it has been settled and such.
And I'm saying this while hugging Drollie...Ironic!
Ah! That's the word I was looking for the other day! Somehow I settled for Illogical, I think....lol..
So then, he's gone.
At least he's happier this way.
I wonder how long that interview tape i have to screen is...Hmm..
Bout an hour more i reckon..
Will have to be awake at 6 to bath and get reading for 8 am class.
Well, you know what they say, better be energized all the way than to risk waking up late.
Just 2 more hours anyway.
"I don't like the who i become when I'm talking to you."
You won't have to anymore.
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