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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Handsome Guys~~

Today i'm gonna go a piece on Handsome Guys.
Usually handsome=hot, sometimes it also =sexy.
I've kinda been in contact with some handsome guys lately, the handsome+alluring type, so have been gaining more and more interest in them. Let's called the Handsome+Alluring type the HA type, Handsome+Sexy type the HS type and the Handsome+Hot type the HH type. I just feel like digging their brains and seeing what life is like for them....Anyway,
Nw these HA Types are usually nice guys. I mean reli nice guys. Their frenz with all the girls and are always friendly, even when they're not friendly, they're polite. I currently have 3 HA Types around me and just saw another one on FB. HA Types make good frenz for girls and because of their popularity with the opposite sex, always create panic and jealously for their partners and usually strike the self-esteem of normal guys around him.
The HA Type are usually single, even if they're attached, you can never tell. It's not that they want to intentionally keep it a secret (i think), it's more to that they do not realize that by being a HA Type, they are actually like a flame, and most girls become the moths. This is a very nice warm flame, it attracts you and invites you, but repels you at the same time. Conclusion, HA Types are nice to see nice to hold, just don't fall in love with them. Unless you have a resilient heart and can stand seeing all those moths circle him like vultures.
Nw let's move on to the HH Type. The HH Type are untouchables, because they are usually attached, if not to a vry pretty girl that will hit ur self esteem when u look at her, then it'll be to a below normal range girl who will make you want to claw at your hair and scream at the sky: "Why~~~~~!!!!!" The HH Type will normally be a bit stand-offish. He prefers to keep away from girl trouble and is loyal enough to his girl, (although there are always exceptions).My take on the HH Type is, nice to see tough to hold, want to have him? Be a beauty queen or there'll be ppl lurking behind bushes waiting to pounce on you.
Next is the HS Type. The best examples of this type are Rain and TaeYang. I've recently been focusing more on TaeYang, so i'l use him as an example. HS Types are usually unobtainable; unless you're Angelina Jolie, Megan Fox or in this case, a super hot Korean singer or actress (sorry, i'm not familiar with them).HS Types mostly appear on the TV screen or on a poster. They're those who have spent a lot and a lot of money and time to make themselves look that way. Some of them are sexy because they have special talents, both Rain and TaeYang can sing and dance. Rain likes to take his shirt off and show off those abs of his while TaeYang shows us his manly curves with his smooth dancing moves.
As i've mentioned before, HS Types are usually unobtainable, but if you do happen to own one, please take good care of him and take as many pictures as you can, because you never know what might happen tomorrow.
With all that said, the criteria for the ideal guy should not only focus on their face and all those other manly bits you would like him to have. The thing that matters most in the end is what's inside. I'm not saying that the HA Type, HH Type and the HS Type of guys do not have inner beauty, i'm just saying that we need to be realistic. While it's okay to drool over them, it's best to aim for what is obtainable, and what that is most important.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

me

I feel like piece by piece, i'm losing myself...
I always find myself wondering, who am i? Why am i behaving like this?
I smile and laugh like a lunatic everyday, but when the laughter stops, i wonder, why am i acting this way?
Yes, i am happy with some of my friends. But do i hv to make a fool out of myself? Am i doing it to make myself happy or to satisfy other ppl?
I used to be a cool sort of person. When i don't talk, i'm scary. I've accepted that part of myself, but now, i feel like i've changed so much.
I'm always perky and happy and laughing, my frenz think i'm lk sunshine, but am i?
The final question is, what am i really? Am i a cool person? Am i happy? Am i perky?
Haix....i can't find myself anymore.....

Musical

这几天超忙的。可是觉得好值得哦!当你在台上尽力演出而得到观众的认同时,那感觉真的超棒的!!!那种成就感真的很爽!!!完了以后有种想哭的感觉,在练习进行时,大家真的很像一个大家庭。一起笑一起疯,一起中骂,一起努力,一起熬夜,一起投诉,一起头痛。现在event完了,大家都各走个的了,虽然在学校还是会有见面,可是也不是大家都能见面……而且我在怀疑,我们再见面时,还会像现在感情这么好吗?
在这个musical里面认识了几位好友,也有欣赏的对象。觉得有专长的人真的很厉害^^希望于这些人永远都是朋友^^也认识了很多很有大姐姐感觉的人,和在一起感觉很舒服的人。
以后一定会多参加这些event^^

Friday, June 25, 2010

你能原谅吗?

Have been so busy these past few days, with the musical drama n all the assignments. Although it has been hectic, joining the Musical seems to be quite a good choice though. I've met so many incredible and interesting ppl.Some of them just crack me up...;p
Another plus is that i've learnt hw to dance^^ well...a little bit...;p to the song Wedding Dress. I've juz learnt the basics, but just feeling lk i'm able to dance makes me so happy...^^ That's y i admire those who can dance so much.^^
在这几天认识了很多新朋友,和一些朋友的感情好了,和别的却没有变。应该说就像以前那样一样的表面性吧……我觉得做朋友就应该要快乐,近来我都蛮快乐的。天天都在狂笑,很少有时间去想自己是否真正的快乐,因为那不重要,重要的是我有在笑。那就好了。怎么突然那么消沉了呢?;p
其实今天想要介绍两首歌,第一首是罗志祥的“爱不单行”。 里面有一句"爱只有简单笔画,却比想象复杂,恨安定爱变化” 有时时候真的会觉得人是很犯贱的,有了一样稳定的东西就不会去珍惜,总爱觉得人家的更好。这其实不一定是一件坏事,因为人要这样才会有进步。可是有时候旁观者不得不觉得那个人是个大白痴。为什么不去珍惜自己所有的呢?
有的人跑了,会回头,那还不算太糟糕,可是你有没有想过你把别人抛弃了,而去追求别的人,别的事,对被抛弃的是会造成多么大的伤害的吗?
如果你很爱一个人,可是她突然抛弃你,而去追求别的人了,可能那个还是一个对她没有感觉的人,你会不心痛吗?两个人在一起好好的,突然她说要离开,你会不恨吗?到时她伤透了,想透了,回头了,你还会要她吗?她背叛了你,出卖了你,为什么你还会想要和她在一起呢?你会原谅她吗?你能原谅她吗?
换个角度,你贪新鲜,觉得不能拥有的比在怀中的好,所以你任性的离开了。离开后,才发现原来你原以为完美的一切原来一直就在你身旁,是你把他给抛弃了。你又能原谅你自己吗?白痴的你做了白痴的事,你还有面子回头吗?你还能回头吗?
人是不可能不犯错的。可是有些措是不能犯的,因为这些错往往在发生了以后就不能回头的了。他会变成你心中永远的一个遗憾。所以在做出这种事情前,请考虑清楚你的所作所为会带来的后果。因为是真的,你一做错了,就没有的回头的了。任性是有代价的。
第2首歌是Big Bang的 Wedding Dress.因为超累的……所以下次有空的时候再的讨论这首歌。歌词在此,不好意识因为找不到华语的……~^.^~

I would argue
Then you would cry
As you’re struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave his side.Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
Because of that, I ended up despising you
Then I wished a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
I try to talk to you but I realized that I’m alone
Every night, I would look back and think
If I already knew the results
Then I close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I’ve been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.

(From http://www.dramaplot.com/korean-news/lyrics-tae-yang-%E2%80%93-wedding-dress-kor-rom-eng.html)

Monday, June 21, 2010

精彩的一天

今天真精彩,买了1.25PM从怡保回到了PJ的火车.
12.30出门吃饭然后直接去火车站。在吃东西的那个地方也顺便打包了经济粉,好让我回到PJ不必又往外跑。可惜在3个小时的旅程后,发丝那包面已经充满塑胶味,怎么吃嘛……然后再吃饭那儿,当要离开时却被误会为还没付钱害到我妈要跑进去解释。
然后就遇上大塞车。搞到我差点要绷着我几kilo重的旅行袋往火车站跑。幸好我妈使用了他的赛车手潜能技术,在1.21时赶到火车站门口。我飞上火车不到5分钟它就开了。
在火车上还好,位子比之前宽阔,所以建议大家搭1点的火车,因为位子比较好^^
在要靠近KL Central的时候发现仿佛下雨了,可是原来我的区已经下完雨了。还好还好……
到了Asia Jaya以后,不到10分钟就有巴士到了。我兴高采烈地上了车,5分钟过后发现原来我上错车。@.@
因为真的没办法了,所以只好在一个鸟不生蛋的巴士站下了车等德士。经来有太多太多的德士司机强奸女乘客的新闻了,所以上车时心扑通扑通地跳的……上了车以后就拼了命的被他的车牌。还好那位uncle不错,他以前是住我家附近的。就说啊说啊说啊……说他把家卖啦,这个啦那个啦。他就说他的,我就背我的。
这样就回到家了。发现房间有股奇怪的味道。应该是没有空气流通的关系吧……
把行李放下后就把先前打包的面打开来吃,可是只吃了一口就吐会出来的塑胶味的面……有够特别的……
过后就没什么特别的了……
也不希望有什么特别的事情……只希望床可以软些……那等下我就可以睡个好觉了^^

Sunday, June 20, 2010

自虐的行为

好久没有写blog了哦………突然就觉得想要写^^
今天再次确定了自己有些喜欢自虐的习惯。就偶尔会去看一些自己不应该去看的东西,看了又会心痛。知道了对自己是没有好处的,但是就是情不自禁想要去看看。看了就会去想,想了就有点难过,难过时就觉得自己活该。
其实不是很在乎的事情,许多都是,可是看了就会在乎。是不是觉得我说的话很奇怪?懂我的意思吗?
很简单,想象你一件你平时是不会很去在意的事情,比如说你的好朋友养了只狗,那只白痴狗天天看到你就汪汪叫的,烦死了,所以你根本不会去问你的好友:你的狗狗好吗?
可是有一天,你发现那只笨狗生了小狗,可是不是从你的好友口中知道的,而是从身边的人口中知道的。突然平时不会在意的事情突然在意起来了。
“我们不是好友吗?平时都很多话说得啊…怎么他最心爱的狗狗生了我却是最后一个人知道呢?”
平时就不会去想这件事情,可是突然发生了,你就会去想太多,甚至怀疑你与他的友情是否变质了之类的。也许你会开始考虑是否应该对那只白痴狗好些,还是你到底做错了什么令他不再把你当心腹,等等。
可是当你冷静下来看看,你会发现,你其实已经不在乎这位好友了,而且你从一开始就不曾在意过那条白痴汪汪狗,然后你就会发现你的烦恼从一开始就不应该存在的,你的行为只是在自虐。
哦……离题了。
所以说,今天自虐了一下。
天天自虐一下可以令你轻身爽快同时也可以令你精神崩溃哦。就看你自己选哪条路吧。^^